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Don’t you agree if I say that time study at university is more attractive, happy and fun than working era… for students they have more time to have fun, hang out with friends, and sometimes, get up slowly and rejoicing… you can be lazy and have many reasons for not attending lecturers… But just only a few peoples lazy to go to classes including me… weekend for students were used to go out to watch movies, shopping, or at least walk out without direction… excuses not to go out will leave you stuck in a room and there is potential for you to be dead because of bored…


Intake of new students each year will help your testosterone hormone levels began to change into the highest level… your eyes will be grow to seek opportunities for exciting beautiful junior and suit well with your taste to make your partner when the mating seasons come… ok… I thinks its normal for the boys to scout such this golden opportunity unless you have no interest in opposite sex… sometimes you have to compete for the mating season and normally the best will win… for an additional info about mating season, I will recommend you to watch Animal Planet..


Well, at least you will agree with my points when you start to get your first job after graduate…


When you start to work, you have to get up early no matter in what way… headache excuse, laziness will not accepted anymore… at least you must get your leave verification from your panel clinic… very distressing…  work for 8 hours a day is very tiring whether you have a lot of work or not… same routine is happened 5 days in a week… when tired at work, this weekend is a golden chances to break and get some rest to restore the energy that was used in the last 5 days… so no more time to hang out, go out, have fun and enjoy yourself… for you who have been working, hang out just for fun in weekend is a tiring activity…


For those who is single, since the defeat at the university during the mating season, work is able to stop them to find a partner, because there was never a time to do so… if you still have time to seek, not so many candidates you can find at your workplace not like the first time in university… most women in the office were all the old aunties unless you are interested in older women… so atmosphere in the office will be very depressing without the company of beautiful fairy who gave the spirit to work…


actually a lot of points for telling the time as students more attractive than working… I dare to bet, 9/10 will agree with what I say…

Vios 07 club annual dinner


Last Saturday at 8 pm was held vios07 club dinner at Kota Damansara… This diner was attend by 50 vios07 all over from Peninsular Malaysia including Southern region, Central Region, East Region and Northern Region… Dinner was very interesting, with a variety of foods and lucky draw prizes are so captivating, including tail lights, struts bars, voucher at an authorized dealer, dashboard carpet, air freshener and so many others accessories that suits well with our vios07…


Be shown some pic taken by professional photographers… the remaining pic will be show for the next entry…






this pic credit to: vios07club

The First Week

A week has passed and I’m enjoying my life here… and quite happy working here at PPS... And I can’t make a data and analysis what’s wrong and what’s problem here but from what I know, I love working here…. So far and hope this feeling will continue and will not die…


Just imagine, at 8am into the office, went home at 5pm...  Then breakfast break at 10am to 11 am... Lunch at 1pm to 2pm... So there are many hours to enjoy and to breathe the air outside office... so the gap gives me the precious time to get out from my work or in simple language, release the pressure from work... is there too much pressure for me at there...? Nope, nothing to compare than last job...


Live as a traveler had me to save my budget... working far away from my family had me to always remember to cut my budget for meals and for things that do not have to... but as always, I’m a person who does not know how to save money... if there any money in sight, so I’m started to be a person with a big appetite... buy this and buy that... when the times come, ready to eat normal bread, and meggi... pathetic...


So for a beginning, I pleased to work here, and this is a starting point for a big step... I know I can achieve better than this and the times will surely come... the time will tell everything...


Dinasaur Exhibition

when I was kid around 6 years old, there is an exhibition about dinosaur at Johor Bahru town... All my kindergarten friends that time has been to that exhibition... they are happy and eager to talk all day at kindergarten about the fun they had at that show... They show me a gift and book with full info about dinosaur they bought that day… I feel very looser and jealous because I has never been there. I can’t remember how much the ticket price to get there, but I tried to persuade my dad to go there, to see for myself how great and interesting that show…

at first, my dad didn’t want to go because he say the show is not interesting at all and he didn’t had time to take me to that show… I was very disappointed at that time, but still try to persuade my dad without despair… finally I managed to persuade my dad and he agreed to take me there… I was very happy at that time… so no more looser feeling and I can tell too to my friends how much interesting the exhibition are…

so one night, me, my dad, and my mom ride just a motorcycle to send my mom to sewing class at Kebun Teh, Johor Bahru…  then me and my dad went to that great show of dinosaur after send my mom… just both of us…  after be there and purchasing a ticket, together we get in to that show…  what I have seen, this show seem to live, large dinosaur and with a sound, “roarrr” “roarrr”…. For an adult, there just a replica of dinosaur with a normal scale of their species, but for me there were a big monster, trying to eat me… I started to crying… begged my dad to go back, because I’m to afraid to face that big monster, even my dad will be beside me…

And then, a one or two visitors and guard tried to persuade and calm me down, and they say “it just a toys, nothing to be afraid”… I cried louder and more louder… so my dad take me back home and persuaded me to go to fun fair at the same exhibition place… but in my mind, either dinosaur or fun fair, it seems too scary for me.. I only know to cry at that time…


At home, my mom laughed at me… never mind as long as I can tell my kindergarten friends, I have been to that dinosaur show… they never know the true story…


Until now, I just realized, love compassion of my dad and my mom were very precious… right now, when I remembered this story, I feel want to cry, not because afraid of that dinosaur, but I cry because of my dad… he able bring me even though he know how afraid I am… and he never bring up the ticket price he bought… just because he love me, he will do everything I want… same goes to my mom…


This story is more on my dad… but 22 February 2011 is my mom birthday…. I love you mom, have a great day, wishing u always healthy, be happy and prosperous.. good fortune and long life… u are the only mom I have in the world and akhirat…

Teguh Setia Bersatu

So far, I’m ok,  working and blogging here from my office.. nice ha!.. ha haha… Never know what is actual basic salary and how long period I’m working here but I don’t mind.. as long as I’m happy and there is no uncomfortable atmosphere…  So my short term plan now is seeking a house to rent.. So anybody there has a home to share with me…? Especially at Bangi.. (and girls)..


Enough with that.. we talk about politic campus at UKM.. after 7 years UKM was dominate by Pro-Aspirasi, finally GMUKM succeed to steal that winner trophy from them.. after 7 years they struggle, they dreams to rule PMUKM will become true… not so much to say, I’m not surprised at all for this defeat… After 7 years ruling PMUKM, Aspirasi have begun to forget the struggle of the past… They live in a comfortable position and there was no sign of commitment to defend their position.. frankly speaking, GMUKM candidates look more energetic, good at arguing, neat appearance and style as a leader… this is what Aspirasi must learn from them…


Although not a big defeat, this will give awareness to the Aspirasi of developing plan to win the heart of students… and also realizes the Aspirasi of the struggle that they have been forgotten over the years… Whatever it is, Aspirasi will always get my support from behind especially Aspirasi from KUO… not because all they fight is right, but I believe Aspirasi is more reasonable than GMUKM… GMUKM like to express their voices beyond the boundaries of a student…  I’m not saying students don’t have the right to speak but to what each item must have demonstrate…  and why there is hardcore Muslimah with length hijab tend to looked at students who do not aligned with her with a suspicious view… not all, but most of them… why…? Because we supporting Aspirasi that means we didn’t perform solat…? or there is the word ‘sin’ in the forehead for Aspirasi supporters...? again.. not all.. but bunch of them…


There are negative and positive for both Aspirasi and GMUKM… So, whoever wins this time, prove you can make changes, not only great to make the promises and manifesto… to be a leader is not easy as to learn abc… there are many things to be consider… so good luck…


“TEGUH, SETIA, BERSATU”
“MENDUKUNG ASPIRASI UNIVERSITI”

You can't satisfy them all

Sleepy and tired, but I can't sleep coz there are something that disturbs my mind... Uncomfortable and miserable... Somehow, i just remember the story from Luqman Al-Hakim with his son... And this great story can give us a great value about life...


One day, Luqman al-Hakim and his son went to the market in which to show his son Luqman comparison between the human's view...  Luqman and his son brought a donkey. Luqman ride on donkey, while accompanying his son walked along the donkey... Time people saw the situation, they said, "These are parents who are not merciful to his son... Why he as a father riding on donkey but let his son just walking beside him."


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Then Luqman bought his son together ride the donkey and not long afterwards seen by other people, they said, "Wow! Shame to these people... Why not climb three people at once? Its pity to see one donkey sitting by two people..."


Luqman was down from the donkey and his son who was alone rides the donkey. Not long after the other man said, "Wow! Why his father was walking and his son riding the donkey... As a child, that kid should be respect the older...”


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Hearing that, Luqman and his son walked together beside the donkey. Seen again by humans, those who saw it said, "Donkey is empty, and strange! The two men walking alone... It’s useless to bring the donkey while you not riding at it...!"


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That great story reminds me that whatever you do, still people will talk behind you... You can’t satisfy peoples for what you do... It is now clear, that do what you decided and all that at risk, do not be too afraid of criticism of people, because whatever you do, people still criticized you... 


All you can do is trying your best to make people around you happy... And do the best what work you have to do... If you still thinking, people will say this and say that, you can't move anywhere... You will afraid to do your work... People can say whatever they want... 


Always keep in my mind; you can't satisfy people for what you do even for their good... 



New Job

Jobless for only one week... and I should be happy rite...?  Then why I become less happy...? I will become a Research Assistant at Center for Graduate Management (Pusat Pengurusan Siswazah) UKM... Before forget, a thousand thanks to Fairul for helping me to get a job here... Working full day at office definitely will suits with my criteria... Just for a while before I get a stable, permanent job...


Maybe I was too hesitating to work far from my hometown... It’s what my mom wants... Working not far from her... I really hope she will understand... It’s my only chances to do what I love to do... And a lot of things to be think... House, My things; shirt, shoes, and lot of things to bring... But what I fear most is mom’s instinct... Everyone knows that one instinct from mom is usually true... definitely will be true...  


So is it ok...? Or I just grab the chances for working here, accept the challenges whatever it is...?


And I make my mind, working here until a get a comfortable job at my hometown... So rite now, just grab the chance while available for me... So here I come UKM, and I will accept the challenge... Life is bored without a challenge... I hope everything will be cleared... I hate thinking, thinking and thinking...

what if....


What if you have something you thought in your head like you want a job in Klang Valley.. And then your mother said, "OK, i don't mind you want to work at kl, but I’m sure, better you find your job at here, jb"... So it kind of confusing either to follow my path or her...






I really really to find a job that suits well with me and I don't want to work with uncomfortable feelings like what I did before... It’s too much pressure that I feel inside... Every day to start a work, I said deep in my heart, I hate this job, I give up and I’m quit... It’s repeating each day...


So, my mom doesn't want me to work others than Johor Bahru... She doesn't give a clear statement about that, but I know form the hint she give... Not only a job, but everything she doesn't like, she will give a hint, and keep repeating from time to time... Its make me in a hard situation to choose either to follow my way or her... I know that I must follow what I want to do, what my heart have said,  but still I don't want her to be upset because of me..


It was happened before this... Back to few years ago... an important choice... I like lawyer, and I love architecture... And I don't give a shit to Microbiology or Physic or Chemistry... I know that I don't love that experimenting job... I like lawyer because I know my nature, always want to win... And I hate lose... I love architecture because I love to sketch; I love to imagine that building is created by me... I love those things...


But my mom said, lawyer and architecture is not a good choice of your future... She said that, nobody want to hire that two profession and it's hard to find a job related to lawyer and architecture.. So she wants me to take an educational course or related to biology courses... I hate to be a teacher, so I choose a few courses that related to biology and I get microbiology to study at UKM...


That happened a few years ago until now I realize that I can't suits well with biology profession... I love politician, and I still love lawyer as my profession... But nothing I can do to fix my life, to fix my future... So I hope, I want to continue my interest in politics and admins... My plan is continues further studies on that courses; politic and admins...





So back to main story, my mom want I to find a job related to biology, working at hospital, lab, experimenting on something that we didn’t see... She doesn't tell but I know from the hint she gives... Also she wants me to find job here not others... But this time, I will choose what I want, but still there is a little uncomfortable feeling inside my heart for not following what my mom want... 


Don’t get me wrong, I never said it’s my mom’s fault neither her choice is wrong... But...


It’s hard... I want to chase what I love to do, beside I love my mom and I don't want her to be upset...

Salam Maulidur Rasul

Hijjaz
Rasulullah lyrics

Rasulullah dalam mengenangmu
Kami susuli lembaran sirahmu
Pahit getir pengorbananmu
Membawa cahaya kebenaran

Engkau taburkan pengorbananmu
Untuk umatmu yang tercinta
Biar terpaksa tempuh derita
Cekalnya hatimu menempuh ranjaunya

Tak terjangkau tinggi pekertimu
Tidak tergambar indahnya akhlakmu
Tidak terbalas segala jasamu
Sesungguhnya engkau rasul mulia
Tabahnya hatimu menempuh dugaan
Mengajar erti kesabaran
Menjulang panji kemenangan
Terukir namamu di dalam Al-Quran

Rasulullah kami umatmu
Walau tak pernah melihat wajahmu
Kami cuba mengingatimu
Dan kami cuba mengamal sunnahmu

Kami sambung perjuanganmu
Walau kita tak pernah bersua
Tapi kami tak pernah kecewa
Allah dan rasul sebagai pembela



Allah berfirman di dalam Al Quran:

"..Dia (Allah) telah menamai kamu sekalian orang-orang muslim dari dahulu, dan (begitu pula) dalam (Al Quran) ini, supaya Rasul itu menjadi saksi atas dirimu dan supaya kamu semua menjadi saksi atas segenap manusia.."
(Surah [22] AL HAJJ : Ayat 78)

"Sesungguhnya telah ada pada (diri) Rasulullah itu suri teladan yang baik bagimu (iaitu) bagi orang yang mengharap (rahmat) Allah dan (kedatangan) hari kiamat dan dia banyak menyebut Allah."
(Surah [33] AL AHZAB : Ayat 21)



Selamat Menyambut Maulidur Rasul


What a woman want..?

Seriously-shit yang sebenarnya, aku tak berapa nak paham rumitnya seorang perempuan . its weird atau aku je yang mempunyai rasa macam tuh.. Mostly aku macam masuk air blur-blur bila berfikir; what actually a woman want from man..? 


So sesiapa yang rasa macam dah masuk ruang wajib-nak-kawen, atau sedang mencari @ admire, so u guys boleh lah tengok sikit apa yang perempuan nak sebenarnya dari lelaki.. 


1. Perempuan berkehendakkan seorang lelaki yang berkeyakinan tinggi.. Atau omputehnya konfiden.. Konfiden ni bolehlah dikatakan sebagai satu daripada aspek yang pertama pada lelaki yang perempuan nak.. Lelaki tu mesti kuat, bersemangat dan jangan mudah mengalah pada sesuatu perkara apatah lagi perkara tu remeh.. kalau lelaki tu sikit-sikit nak merajuk, sikit-sikit nak menangis.. u gurls, boleh sepak laju-laju...! sampai pluto pon takpe biar dia nanges sampai beku airmata..


2. Perempuan mahukan seorang lelaki yang boleh buatkan dia merasa hanya dia saja seorang wanita di dalam dunia ni.. Demand tol..! hahaha.. Macam lagu Rihanna tu " want you to make mee feel like im the only girl in the world". Honest to say ianya lebih kurang dengan istilah 'gentleman'.. Tolong bukakan pintu kereta, offer sweater while that gurl dalam kesejukan, Protect her if ada trouble.. Ok.. im agree, this point is too sweet.. 




3.  Perempuan sukakan lelaki yang ada sense of humor.. Yang ini biasa lah kita dengar.. And seriously aku rasa pelik.. perempuan ni kadang-kadang kalau ada lelaki yang buat lawak spastik pon dia boleh tergelak kuat.. And this point susah nak cakap.. Kalau orang tu dah memang pendiam, memang tunggu kucing jantan beranaklah baru dapat merasa sense of humor dia.. 




4. Perempuan inginkan lelaki yang setia sebagai pendengar.. sometimes nasihat tak perlu.. Be a true friend.. Perempuan ni lebih cenderung untuk komplen, merungut itu ini.. everything serba tak kena.. Problem sana problem sini.. Cuma dia nak kita just dengar everything yang dia nak komplen without any advise.. Ya! kita ni sebagai lelaki kalau dengar everything tu asyik benda yang sama je, confirm naik letih.. but thats what they want.. they want us, guys to be more supportive and a good listener..




5. Perempuan dambakan lelaki yang setia.. Dont ever-ever-ever cheated on her.. Abestu kalau asyik nak ikot cakap dia je, payahlah.. sometimes lelaki pon perlukan kebebasan.. =) hello kak, zaman sekarang ni tak ada lagi mr nice guy except me.. sumpah aku tak pernah tipu!.. hahaha...




6. Perempuan kasihkan lelaki yang sensitif.. Ini aku rasa bukan lah merujuk kepada lelaki yang sikit-sikit nak touching.. Pe geli lah kalau lelaki macam tuh.. maksudnya, Sensitif dengan perasaan perempuan.. In a minute, lelaki ni tahu perempuan tu nak apa.. bagi hint sikit je, lelaki tu dah paham.. Kias sekejap je cakap lapar, lelaki tu terus beli Big Mac 6 ketol.. Apalah raksasa awek beliau tuh sekali makan 6 ketol.. And seriously too... aku tak suka hint-hint, kias-kias ni.. Kadang-kadang lelaki ni paham, memang sangat paham tapi saje-saje buat bodo.. so kalau nak long-lasting ur relationship, kenalah paham dan sensitif skit ye..




7. Perempuan teruja dengan lelaki yang mempunyai perancangan, impian dan cita-cita.. Basically aku rasa, semua lelaki ada ego, ada prinsip dan ada perancangan untuk masa depan dia sendiri.. Yang xda impian yang amek dadah duduk kat lorong-lorong jalanan tu je.. Maybe pon dia ada impian jugak, untuk berubah.. Bukan saja perancangan jangka masa panjang, perancangan jangka masa pendek pon kita kena ada.. let say, guy nak keluar untuk first dating, lelaki yang ajak perempuan keluar mestilah dah bersedia dengan plan A dan plan B untuk backup plan... so that woman akan konfiden dengan perancangan u bila waktu dating nanti, everything akan berjalan dengan sempurna.. for sure.. 




8. Perempuan akan menghargai lelaki yang kreatif.. Maybe its more to suprise event.. or suprise gift.. sekali kuar dating, ada red roses kat tempat seat.. that nice kan.. and skang rasanya strawberry with choc dah sgt2 popular dikalangan couple ni... so, roses with strawberry.. nice kan.. atau kreatif ni jugak mungkin bermaksud planning dating kita.. pg tempat extra special.. or ada kejutan demi kejutan.. so u guys can try if want..


9. Perempuan memerlukan lelaki yang boleh melindungi.. Perempuan akan rasa more secure.. time demam, datang ketuk pintu, bagi ubat atau masakkan bubur... kalau tak reti beli je bubur mcd.. not even time dia sakit je.. Maybe time dia perlukan support dari segi emosi... Entertain dia.. Give moral support and buat dia rasa masa selamat dan secure..


10. Perempuan dahagakan lelaki yang pemurah.. dahaga sangat ni, beli je air mineral.. just joking.. maksud dia, lelaki ni janganlah lokek sangat.. belilah something, or belanja makan ke.. kalau dia cakap suka makan tempoyak, u guys kenalah pergi ke kedai cari tempoyak.. u can give that as a gift.. But be careful dengan perempuan Pisau cukur.. kenalah pandai memilih antara permata dan kaca... silap haribulan, keluar dating pakai spender je... kan susah..!



whatever pon.. Men are from mars, and women are from Venus.. We're different..


Anyway, this entry is from different of sources, and thro' my opinions.. And never-never-never related to 14th Feb...


Last Day - 2

Semalam last day tak dah ape yang berlaku sangat.. Tak ada pon touching-touching sangat.. Pagi tu buat kerja macam biasa.. Bila rehat pergi semayang jumaat dan makan.. Then sambung settlekan apa yang patut.. Pastu just pass kerja pada orang lain dengan senang.. sebab part kita semua dah complete..


Cuma petang tu, aku bagilah kad-kad yang comel tu.. Riuhlah kejap satu QA Office... Ramai siap tanya berapa hinggit klip yang berbentuk love tu... Ada ke aku nak jawab.. Murah je.. Segan ar aku nak jawab unless benda tu satu RM10.. dah ckup bangga aku nak jawab.. Then after tu aku minta maaf dan ucapkan thanks pada semua cuma........


Aku mintak maaf pada bos then dia jawab 


"haaaa memang patot pon kena mintak maaf tau, mestilah akak bengang.. bengang tau.. kata masa interview tak nak cari kerja lain.. Tetiba skang keluar sebab cari kerja lain, nanti kerja lain jangan malas-malas.. good luck.."


Aku senyum je... tapi dalam hati aku betah jugak.. Akak ni memandai reka cerita konon aku yang salah.. Masa interview aritu dia just tanya aku ada niat nak sambung belajar ke tak.. Aku cakap tak ada, maybe dalam 2 tahun kerja baru dapat sambung sebab pointer aku memang totally out kalau nak terus sambung.. Sumpah! tak ada soalan tentang nak cari kerja lain or kerja government ke apa ke...


Aku teruskan senyum sebab dia cakap pon xdalah dalam nada menengking just nada memerli yang cukup menusuk kalbu.. Kalau akak lebih-lebih saya akan melawan.. Sebab saya ni walaupun lahir bulan 5 tapi saya kuat melawan... Kalau orang tu lebih-lebih lah...


So itu je yg berlaku.. then balik.. Cuma aku xda satu pun gambar kat opis tuh nak dijadikan kenangan.. Yang ada gambar kawen sorang dari staff QA dengan isterinya pon staff QC kat Kerrys tuh..


sbhg dari my office mate
pengantin lelaki: ameerdza, pengantin perempuan: syamimi
berdiri dari kanan: Hanum, Safni, Huda


So berakhirlah satu destinasi.. InsyaAllah kita akan jumpa bermacam ragam kehidupan di destinasi lain plak.. =)